too much too much too much

i don't normally fall in love with people because of their looks.  in fact, i rarely to never do.  i've always wondered at my mother and other girls/ women who can have crushes on the stars or actors just from a television show.  "it really doesn't do it for me," i always say, "i need to know their personality!"

well i take it back.  each time i watch this video i fall in love with it more and more.  and i didn't like the dude in the nike shirt at first.  but as i kept watching, i kept thinking, "hmm.  he's kind of cute."  and then after the 10th or 11th time thought, "damn.  he's REALLY cute."

it's a weird kind of attraction.  it's not sexual per se, because i don't think if i'd met him i'd be nervous or want to jump his bones or anything.  i actually thought about it, and thought "if i met this person in real life, i probably wouldn't even be interested in them."  and yet there is definitely some kind of attraction there.   "what is this?" i said to myself.  i had to figure it out.

i did a google search or sometype of search to figure out who the actor in this video is.  turns out, the handsome character in question is actually SUFJAN STEVENS himself.  OH.  ok.  no wonder.

well, i guess i finally found my first celebrity crush.  him and wes anderson.  man do i have good taste.